A long day

Fountains in Versailles.
How I imagine the broken cistern looked today.

It’s been a long day today.

A day of preparing services for Holy Week; of dealing with a broken toilet cistern in a holiday house forty-five miles away, a concerned sister-in-law and wet brother-in-law; of welcoming an ill Jane home early from work; of continuing to write a user guide to WordPress — the content management tool behind the Scottish Episcopal Church website — while trying to protect my left wrist which clearly has RSI from too much typing.

And despite having been at my desk for nearly 15 hours, and having got an awful lot done, it still doesn’t feel enough to enable me to have it all finished in two weeks time.

In fourteen days time I’ll be packing up this study. It had all better be finished by then. There are going to be many more long days (and nights) like this one. But for now, I need to go to sleep. I’ve lost my edge, can’t concentrate as well, and will probalby end up spellign everythign wrogn.

Called to something smaller

Flow by Olivia Kuser -- a dark landscape showing a winding river, looking towards a sunset
‘Flow’ (etching ink on panel) 1996 by Olivia Kuser.

Reading through some old papers today I came across this prayer, which I used in an essay about my theology of ministry at New College, in 1998:

Called to something smaller

We are not ordaining you to ministry; that happened at your baptism.

We are not ordaining you to be a caring person; you are already called to that.

We are not ordaining you to serve the Church in committees, activities, organisation; that is already implied in your membership.

We are not ordaining you to become involved in social issues, ecology, race, politics, revolution, for that is laid upon every Christian.

We are ordaining you to something smaller and less spectacular: to read and interpret those sacred stories of our community, so that they speak a word to people today; to remember and practise those rituals and rights of meaning that in their poetry address man at the level where change operates; to foster in community through word and sacrament that encounter with truth which will set men and women free to minister as the body of Christ.

We are ordaining you to the ministry of the word and sacraments and pastoral care.

God grant you grace not to betray but uphold it, not to deny but affirm it, through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Amen.

Methodist Church in Singapore
from Donald Hilton, Liturgy of Life, (National Christian Education Council, 1991 ISBN 0719707609]